Can you take me as i am?

I hate the way i am, so week and morose.
Like a delicate flower - in the middle of a hail storm.
Overcome with emotions, fighting my losing battle.
Unable to go on anymore.
So full of imperfections,
So frail and brokenhearted,
This is me, I'm not hiding, can you take me as i am?

I'm gasping for air, eyes leaking with grief, -
A pulling from within.
Dragging me and taking me into a place unknown.
Regular fits of this and that,
This is me, I'm not hiding, can you take me as i am?

My heart still wondering, belittle and confused, -
Searching from here to there.
The corner of a lip, quivering and sullen.
Chest rising and falling, just like my world around me.
This is me, I'm not hiding, can you take me as i am?

Everything is unknown,
Everything is lost,
Something is missing.
This is me, I'm not hiding, can you take me as i am?

Sometimes, this is how i vent.

I have what I want,

Quite beyond my need.

But there’s something missing,

Which isn’t at all greed.

A feeling of passion

At the same time morose,

A longing feeling, which suddenly arose –

In my head and in my heart –

One sudden bleak evening.

When sanity was lost

While misery set in.

The clouds have parted

Showing the lucent full moon.

A growl of fury, escaped my throat –

Coarse and sore, as it already was.

The night has begun,

I said my farewell.