WHY WHY WHY?! ?!
I hate being told what to do, especially when i'm about to do it then somebody just comes and tells you to do it, its like hello dumass can't you see i'm just about to do that!? It really bugs me how some people will just go on and on and on and they just won't shut up about it for gods sake i'm gonna get to it so just..shush. Or maybe i'm just like really short tempered, or it could be that the exams are coming up and i'm completely freaking out because its the second week of holidays and i haven't yet started my whole revision plan i set up for these holidays... yeah i think thats it. I just can't wait for these stupid exams to be over, then i can run around and be free, then again i can always do that but still you know what i mean! That feeling of freedom, how you feel like anything is possible you just feel so free and alive like anything can happen.... kind of like that feeling when you'redrunk i suppose. No no, its the feeling of freedom.. i think. It just sucks so bad that i only get like 10 days of holidays before college life sets in, and i mean it is really exciting new school/college new people new HOPEFULLY interesting teachers and most importantly new boys. It's all so soon like someone some how grabbed a remote pointed it at me and pressed fast forward and laughing like a maniac they watched my life flash before my own eyes. Things are just happening so fast, too fast to live the moment and cherish all those memories you're just trying to create before time runs out. And now it already feels like its too late and theres just nothing you can do. It's already too late.
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