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the only reason why i'm posting this is because i have no other way of venting right now.

I'm so pissed and upset and stresse and everything.

i feel like a volcano and i just want to explode instead of pathetically bubbling with lava all the time.

im stressed because of exams, obviously.

i dont even want to think of that right now.

and i really dont care that my sentences aren't properly structuered and not grammatically correct like fuck off okay.

its been such a long time since i've felt happiness, like genuine happiness.

i feel like when i'm with my friends, i do feel happy. but when i come home at the end of the day, it all feels like a facade, everything seems so fake and i'm just done with that.

im sick of feeling like this all the time.

i have such few friends i can talk to, such few friends that i can relate to and actually call my friends. i sound so utterly pathetic but im just so messed up right now i dont care who judges me.

so go ahead and just judge me, judge the fuck out of me because im such an emotional wreck right now.

i just want this stupid feeling to end.

im so sick of hearing about death on the news,

WHY CANT SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN FOR FUCKS SAKE.

Humans killing humans?

WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!?!

As if there isn't enough shit that happens??????

Human are just so fucking greedy, that is the only thing that differentiates us from animals. People are so fucking vulgar, greedy and it disgusts me.

Okay i don't even know why im talking about this.

See what i mean, fucking mood swings.

I don't even know if theres something actually wrong with me

or what.

Fuck this bullshit.