Just like this tardy piano, you still manage to come back to me whilst i lay worn out completely and you still manage to play me so perfectly creating your same beautiful music

Exams, endless exams.

Nerd mode, activated.

In the continuation of my extremely focused mind, dead set upon studying,

Here we go again, round 2 of pointless heartbreak and inevitable tears anyone?

I was going so well with keeping you out, of my mind, life and heart.

But SOMEHOW, you managed to creep back in didn't you?

Well i'm glad ( for a lack of a better word ) to say that after a 28 minute supposed intimate conversation, i didn't feel any sparks this time.

I don't know where this is going,

And to be frank, i'm just god damn tired of trying to figure our relationship out.

I'm so exhausted with the same nonsense repeating over and over again.

I don't know what to do right now but i do know that 125.64% of my time will be devoted to my studies starting from next week.

Let's just see where this 'goes', if not the already useless heart throbbing circle of pain.