ACDC NEVER SOUNDED SO GOOD.

Especially since they sing my grades for my current AS results.

I know it's not the greatest, but hell look at the break down

A- Law

C - Psychology

D - Literature

C- Thinking Skills

LIKE CAN YOU SEE THAT?!

AN A!!

ME!

FOR LAW!!!!!!!!!

Oh goodness, the rest of my grades aren't that great but the whole A just makes it 100 times better, let me take you on a time capsule and give you a play by play of the day the results came out.

-enter mist-

Thursday 12th August 2010.

I don't think I've ever been more nervous for anything in my entire life. The whole build up to this very day had just been torturous, nerve wrecking, mind fucking, and every other adjective possible. Anyway it's been on my mind since we took the papers back in May and if you saw me personally after some of the papers i sat for, you would have seen the state i was in.

I think the morning itself i was at my worst nervous state I've ever been in. I was most worried for law because I've never ever studied harder for anything like i did with that paper, and after taking the first paper i couldn't have felt any worse. Thank god for the second paper, is all i can really say. Anyway with all this tension and worries in my head, my day began after a restless, sleepless night. I set my alarm for 7am as i stupidly thought the results would be out at 8am Malaysian time and i desperately wanted to reach college before then. Aisha and I agreed to wait for each other so that we could check our results at the same time. Well the woman was late and i almost peed the foyer waiting for her. Whilst waiting for her i called Ervin to see whether or not he managed to see his results yet, he didn't at that time and he called me back shortly after Aisha finally arrived at college. As Ervin was telling me how 'badly' he felt he did i just started crying on the spot and right after he told me his actual results i started crying even harder and i just yelled at how GOOD his results actually were!

Anyway it took us forever for our pages to load and i was on the verge of vomiting and just having a complete spazz attack. We had to consistently click refresh on our pages because it was so jammed up from thousands of people all over the world trying to access the site all at the same time. Because of this i wasn't really expecting to see my results within 15-20 minutes of refreshing. When my page finally loaded, i was looking over at Aisha's computer screen and when i looked back at my own computer screen, there it was. Loaded.

My first reaction was of course a completely high pitched scream which completely silenced the entire computer lab including the people outside, you could have heard a pin drop in those 2 completely agonising seconds while i tried to READ what my results were. The whole thing felt like one of those slow-mo scenes in the movies and then when i finally scanned through the page, the only thing i saw was the most beautiful looking 'a' next to the word 'law'.

I started screaming I GOT AN A FOR LAW I GOT AN A FOR LAW! I'm not too sure what other words i said exactly but all i really remember is shouting those words at the top of my lungs whilst jumping up and down like a complete hooligan and diving on Aisha, wrapping my arms ever so tightly around her as i embraced her in a hug and completely broke down crying. After shouting a bit more i just couldn't hold back the tears any longer and i was on my knees, leaning against Aisha sitting on her computer chair sobbing my heart out. By now everyone around got around that whole shock and extremely deafening moment and someone started clapping and soon the whole lab was clapping. Some how, i managed to peel myself away from Aisha, my face was tear stained as i laughed and continued to shout out the rest of my results ( regretregretregret).

Aisha's results took much longer to load, but after we tried to access the website via 2 computers AND a laptop, we finally got through on my computer and i'm bursting with pride to tell you all how amazing my baby girl did! Her precise results won't be foretold here, but rest assured she did amazingly.

I just want to take this moment to say;

Thank you so much to anyone and everyone who had the smallest bit of confidence in me, i truly do thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Thank you to all those random people who clapped for me at the computer lab, i can't even remember who i embarrassed myself in front of, and sorry for any future hearing loss.

But most of all thank you Aisha.

I couldn't have kept myself together and i don't know how i would have managed if it wasn't for you.

Thank you so much for being there for me, for letting me soak your clothes in my eye pee.

Thank you for being you.

Thank you for being my best friend.

I love you so much.