Law was today.

It was the WORST WORST WORST paper ever. I'm not even over exaggerating when i say,

It was like the devil took a direct shit on the paper.

It was really that bad.

I actually haven't studied harder for any other paper before. I memorised so much and yet those topics didn't come out. This was actually the first time i stayed up until 2am studying my balls off. I also set an alarm for 4am to wake up and study, but as usual that really didn't happen. Anyway i feel like i need contact and the comfort from others a lot when i'm really stressed out. Thank goodness i can always rely on Raya to keep me company :) We text all the time and she's been such a great support these past few days and well always. We have our minor fights now and then, but who doesn't? Anyway fighting keeps a relationship healthy anyway and she's been such a great friend to me. Anyway so as well as texting Raya i was also texting Ben for a short while and then he called me and we ended up have a midnight cram study sesh over the phone. We were both basically freaking out about the paper and we just went through the main topics we THOUGHT and WERE SUPPOSED to come out. I swear i think whoever wrote our paper is like a 53 year old menopausal lawyer bitch. I swear. Anyway after having a quick revision, which wasn't really that quick, we went back to studying and we texted till around 1.30am, Ben went to sleep and i went to bed around 2.00am. The inital plan was to do an all nighter then i figured i needed the sleep more, i didn't want to be all drowsy and forgetful when actually doing the paper.

The morning was so stressful. My alarm went off at 4.00am, instinctively i turned it off and stole a few more hours of shut eye. When i woke up again, through my blurry eyes i quickly picked up my phone and i read 8.58am. You could not believe the mixture of emotions i felt in those startling few moments. Confusion, anger, disbelief, drowsiness all mixed together as tears started building up in my eyes. After blinking a few times and waking myself up completely, i realised it was only 6.58am. I kept my eyes shut for another 2 minutes, turned off my alarm and called Ben as agreed the previous night to make sure he was awake. I rushed to get changed, find my jeans etc etc. I was in such a state i didn't even brush my hair, THANK GOD FOR RE-BONDING, i wore a headband, grabbed a clip and i was soon out the door. I read my notes over and over again and i was feeling quite confident but i think the pit of my stomach had fallen out somewhere.

I arrived well on time, 7.50am at college, made my upstairs to the third floor and found Ying and Aisha sitting quietly. We all had a mini spazz out and then Aisha and Ying went off to find a quiet corner to study in until we had to be called in. Ben soon called and i went to find him, a big massive bear hug and i was reduced to tears overwhelmed with stress as he commented;

" Damn you look like............. "

"Yeah i know i was up till 2 okay!"

We questioned each other and it was eventually time to go into the classroom.

As soon as we were allowed to turn over our paper, i scanned it and tears filled my eyes again in disappointment, worry and having NO idea what to do.

Skip the next 1 and a half hours of agony and continuous writing at my failed attempt of acing that paper. As soon as we were out almost everyone was shouting WHAT THE FUCK, OH MY GOD etc. Aisha reduced to tears, then i reduced to tears. Ms Pari soon came and we all had a mini comforting session. I couldn't handle any of that at the time, so i made my way to the library to Ben and Shin. Ying started crying so i comforted her while she " soaked my boobs with tears".

Anyway there was just too much stress and negative aura around our college at the time so Ying and myself decided that we really needed to get away from all that crap. We got a cab after finally deciding to go to Mont Kiara Plaza. We walked around and found a nice Thai place to eat at, there's so many places to eat there it took quite a while to make up our minds. We both mutually agreed on the Thai place and we had a niceee long conversation about the most randomest things while we waited for our food to come. We were the only ones there as most of the restaurants were only just opening up. Anyway we chatted and ate for around 1 hour, Ying is so entertaining to watch tell stories :) Anyway after that we spent like literally almost 15 minutes looking for the 'shisha' place Ashoke told us about on the '3rd floor'. Yeah after wandering around like idiots and making a phone call to Kah Mun, apparently no such place existed. Ying got a bubble tea and we went over to Lecka Lecka for some shisha. We ended up Shisha-ing for 1 and a half hours, i was sooo dizzy and sleepy afterwards, i know NOOB! Anyway we had such a funny gossip sesh, who fucked who, celebs, bitches, boys, boyfriends etc. The most random topic must have been discussing Ying's fear of being murdered by crazy white boyfriends. Yeah i really don't know but it was quite funny hearing her theories of white boys and why she doesn't really like to date them. After we shisha-ed for ages, too much double apple! Ben and Shin picked us up and dropped us over to College. We chilled in College with Syahida, her friend ( ;] ) and Farah, Daniel and Iyad. Had literature class after that and here i am now at home.

Anyway it's been such a long day, i'm so tried but i HAVE to watch the season finale of Vampire Diaries now and then read some Jane Eyre and law notes tonight.

Toodles.

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