I'm trying so hard not to make the same mistakes as i did before but i never knew it would be this tough. Every little thing you say has an amazingly huge impact on me. Every little compliment, every time you say baby and every time you say i love you, especially when you go all out to prove and to beat me that you love me more than i love you.

I'm trying to not let my emotions get the best of me, to think and to act rationally, but it's not working. It's like a force, i can't seem to stop. A hypnotizing force which will leave me face down in the dirt once again.

It's unfair, surreal and cruel, but at the same time divine, free falling and beautiful.

I can't stop it, but hey i guess thats why they call it falling in love?