8 months later, my desires, fantasies and my ultimate wish came true. I met you.
For the first time, it was nothing like i had imagined. It was awkward, strange, full of silence, but it was just so right, it felt so right.

At the beginning it was awkward and uncomfortable, mainly due to the chocolate i had smeared all over my lips, which obviously resulted to discomfort and pure utter embarrassment on my behalf. But after a while, the silence that hung between us like a low gloomy cloud, well for me it was kind of comfortable.

It was like we were two strangers, not exactly strangers, just sitting comfortably in each other's presence. At first it was kind of difficult to talk to you, at one point i even wanted to cry, i had tears in my eyes, i don't know if you realised or not. But i held it in and we progressed to the corner of the venue so we could hear one another speak, let alone our mere thoughts.

More conversation followed, filling in the gaps of silence which still hung over us. But i didn't care, it felt right.

The dance, it was almost funny to an extent, after being taught how to hold one another, a few minutes we spent, dancing. It was nice a bit nerve wrecking, but nice. For the first slow-dance I've had with a guy, you pass, but only just. You take 10 points for smelling so darned brilliant.

More conversation followed as we returned to the corner of the venue, and it was then when you truly opened up. Your accent was back as you spoke to me of your future plans and i sat mesmerized listening to you speak and slowly drowning into the everlasting blueness(?) of your eyes.

Time was against as, there was nothing more i wanted to do then just to hear you speak. Of anything, your future plans, your current plans, the music you like, your analogy of the whole team Edward v. team Jacob debate which i had to bare with at 5am once upon a time. Anything.

The night ended perfectly, i shall leave out the details, but be well assured dear readers that it was perfect, for me. I wouldn't have wanted it to end any other way.

Now that i look back on that night, some said i had a " 14 year old crush for the first time" look on my face whilst others said i was "love drunk", but to be honest, i think i was just fascinated and purely content with meeting you, and i wouldn't have wanted it to be like anything else and i look forward to all the future catch up's we may hopefully have :)